...... Sayounara

chat with junior, she face the situation I once had, ...... suddenly feel emotional, thus came out with this 3rd crap of mine

I know I shouldn't cry,
I know I couldn't ask you to stay,
I know it's impossible,
That's why I couldn't stand to look at you at all
If only I could turn back time,
Will I ever appreciate more,
The limited time we had?
Will I really be able
To secretly hide my pain,
Just to show you my best smile?
Will I ever generous enough,
To watch over your back gently,
And hold my tears,
When there ain't alternatives,
But to let you go?