dimmed...

Received invitation email regarding Trinite 2006 EXCO just a moment ago... strange... what is the doubt and uncertanty I felt? I applied for the position, ain't I? I was the one who went for the interview during Trimester 1, and aimed for either design & deco division, or stick back to the post I'm most familiar with -> secretary, again... LOL~

Eventhough I'm not really skilled or talented, yet I guess I'm interested in designing, since a really long time ago, shall it be fate that I never had the chance to go after my dreams... hehe... I always thought I will finally be able to walk with jazz along the desired path of my own after graduated from high school... but then, as you all can see, I'm now here in MMU Malacca hehe... It's OK, I understand... ^^

Well... switch back to topic, for now I'm still not sure which position I'll get, but I'm sure it's not the reason for everything I felt, it was like... ehrm... sort of natural senses, sort of like I might actually lost something I appreciate the most, or perhaps something dearest to me if I really head for what I've been chasing after... weird... blur...

I hope I get it wrong this time, eventhough I could really believe in all my senses most of the time... Artemis, guide me, shine some light upon your dimmed follower, would you...

T-T

= ...... =

weeks of celebration?

= Sunday =

Hmm... how should I begin all the stories...? OK, let's switch back to Sunday evening then (20th Nov 2005), agreed to join TC's birthday celebration, together with Ah Teh, Ah Soon, Bakap, Kien Fei, WS, Mey Lei, Chee Chyuan, and the birthday boy himself of course, or else who's gonna pay for everything we spent? :P Right?

So hmm... gather at their place around 7, and headed for Malim steamboat in 2 cars, both Ah Soon's and Bakap's :P For me, I seldom drive at night due to my eyesight problem, yeap I have glasses, but then sorry to say it, I made them 3 years ago LOL~ Still the vision is far more better comparing with the Amanda without her specs on :P And then, my brother needed the car, plus... my jeans... way too long I guess, too clumsy, time to get myself new jeans perhaps? *thinking* And lastly... I don't really know where it is... ^_^" swt

PS: Oh ya~! Received the kinda belated (who cares) birthday present from both TP and TC siblings, what could it be... -> Mashi Maro LOL~ Thanks, errr question, can I punch it whenever I'm in bad mood? Feel like wanna whack it good with just a glance on its face LOL~ jk jk, thanks again ^^

Mashi, front view



Mashi, wuu~~~~ with fragrance, huh? :P



Mashi... back view *get my knuckles ready* :P



OK OK, here we are in Malim steamboat, how we seated again hmm... it was a roud table, I think I'll start with the girls first (yay~!) -> Mey Lei, Kien Fei, Me~~ WS, Bakap, Chee Chyuan, TC, Ah Teh, and lastly Ah Soon, wow bravo to my memory muahahaha. *laughing laughing* Now I finally be able to withness how guys enjoy their meals, again, all with their 2nd round, 3rd round, 4th or even 5th... well I guess it IS normal for guys, ain't it? Forgotten to bring along my digicam, even Fei also didn't manage to take a good snap before the guys started to "torture" (LOL~) the foods there. Huh? You ask about the scenes after we finished EVERYTHING??? ... Let's just forget it, shall we? ^_^" swt :P

Next, headed for Xuan Cafe in Melaka Raya around 10, well at first TC mentioned about some karaOK singing session, but then... the guys couldn't make it anymore, with all the things they devoured :P Ehrm... nothing special there, just some drinks and songs listening, some of them provoked me for beer drinking, well... it's not like I CAN'T drink, just that I don't feel like drinking back then~ :P Took some pics using Fei's digicam, ehrm... will upload theirs once I get them, as for mine... have you forgotten? I'm not photogenic, plus I don't take pic :P so forget about it OK? Yeak yeak yeak~~ *evil grins*

Hmm... guess it's the end for TC's celebration, huh? Thanks and sorry to Bakap for sending me back to EP again ^_^" After some shower etc (icy cold water, yarks T-T), it's time going to bed of course, the sweetest thing to do is to have a nice sleep during "winter", right? LOL~

= Monday =

Went CLC0003 around 8pm for Spanish Language Society's dance classes meeting, yeap I'm not a member yet, but they said we can register ourself as one once we approach their booth for the dance lesson registration ^^ Glad to hear that, ain't it?

Suggested details as followed,

1. Time: 8.00pm - 9.30pm
2. Every Tuesday night (once a week)
3. Venue: Melaka town, transportation provided (with some extra charge)
4. Fees: RM40 monthly
5. Dances to be taught: Waltz, Tango, etc etc

Well... finally able to drag Esther in, yup yup she's interested now yay~! Hmm... but then, is it OK for we 2 girls to team up and dance there? Who's gonna learn the guy's steps then? For me myself, I'll be the girl due to my height, but... @_@" Guess I needa teach her what I learn there then, or else we gonna pair up with some unknown guys, hmm...

Currently waiting for SLS people to set up their booth, yosh~!

= Tuesday =

Yay~! Received yet some other belated presents (again, who cares??? Presents presents ^^) from both Susan and Ryan couple, thanks a lot ^^

The box, before unwrapped



After unwrapped



Birthday card ^^



Birthday card, inner view :P



Susan's hand-made neko~~ front view



Neko neko, back view~



PS: Tried making a baby penguin few Trimester back then, but... mine not nice 1... T-T it was the first ever handicraft I couldn't really master it, sigh...

Keychain, can you see the Scorpio sign?? hehe ^^



"Kitty" bank, front view



"Kitty" bank, back view



OK, the end for photo sharing, and also the end for all my birthday presents I think (but actually I hope NOT~~~ :P) Again... THANKS EVERYONE~~ ^^

= END =

summary

First of all... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINLIN :) :) :) Sorry ya... planned to wait until 12 last night and SMS you right away, but couldn't make it, fell asleep LOL~ Wondering if there's anything wrong with my body now hmm... Just awake, feel kinda err... strange...?? @_@"

Recently always listen to Elva's songs, bought the cd during yamca session (with Esther hehe), here you go, some snapz of the cover, the song menu, those I like (marked with red *), etc

Next hmm... HP HP Harry Potter~ Well, went GSC MP for the movie yesterday, OMG such long Q... ^_^" saw my brother Wolf's roomate there, get our ticket slightly early with his help, wanna know who I am? 3.35pm Cinema 3 row... er...... 3rd from the front, seat number 17 :P

For me, the movie considered great, but then since I'm not really one of the fans, neither HP's books nor movies, so there were some minor problems for me... some how I don't know about the characters... ^_^" Well it DID affect a bit of my understanding, but I guess it's still under control~

PS: ... Am I REALLY sickening?? Felt C.O.L.D there... @_@" Hmm not bad, get myself purple-ish finger nails without the need of nail polish, aiks what I'm talking about??? Still blur now perhaps.

Next, switch to MP's environment, snowman~ x-mas trees~ Santa Claus~ x-mas hats~ etc etc, reminded me of how I celebrated all the x-mas I spent here in Melaka...

• Alpha -> Eve's "celebration" at Klebang, with housemates (Carmen, Carrie, Shiao Yinn, Ah Ching, LPL), Ah Fun, HellSpawn, Raison, and also Mei Ching, but even now I still not sure whether "that" could be counted as our x-mas celebration LOL~ imagine and see, whole bunch of teens, along with lanterns and cake, just like a mixture of Mid Autumn Festival and dear x-mas, too bad we couldn't get fire crakers back then, aih... Then hmm... we housemates exchange presents on the x-mas itself, what I received again...?? I could only remember about the blue star earrings from Carrie... @_@"
• Beta -> BBQ at seniors' house, all Gamma, I was the one and only Beta lil buddy there LOL~ so do you think there's anything I needa do? Of course NOT~~ sometimes I think it's good being the smallest (youngest) among the gang, yeak yeak yeak~~ Who was there hmm... Cher Yi, Ah Chang, Xiao Lan, Xiao Sze, Fei Xien, Ah Sim, Chee How, Mei Ching, Jean, Kenny, Destiny, and 2 more guys I guess... Again, we exchanged presents, near the small small x-mas tree LOL~ the 2 other guys (Gamma FET back then) bought them, white in color. Ah Chang (my very first roomate after shifting to EP unit B-03-12, but she moved out after my Beta sem 2) get mine (photo frame I think); while I took Cher Yi's Pooh Bear towel, hehe, thanks, all of you, at least I was able to let go of some of my sorrows there... too many things happened during Beta Sem 2... arghhhhh it's all over now, cheer up cheer up~~ ^^
• Gamma -> AGAIN, with seniors, hehe, but with minor add-and-drop, this time we went Sampan instead, exchange presents there (get the cups from Wendy, thanks ^^), then proceed to the... ehrm... the same hotel I spent my Alpha x-mas there, forgot the name though... ^_^" there were quite a big "castle" made of bread at the lobby, wondering where I save all the pics already... will upload them once I retrieve them all :)
• Delta -> ...... wakaranai~ :P

What else we did back in MP...? Oh ya~ Daytona ^^ hopefully my skill get better, at least for just a bit, but then... sigh... always get hit by other cars... ^_^" becareful ya, once I level up I'll smash you all and KO in single hit instead, muahahah I'm evil~ yeak yeak yeak

Hmm... I guess that's all for now, feel cold *trembling trembling* but my roomate is still sleeping soundly, can't do anything about the ceiling fan this way... T-T sigh, let it be, let it be~ ^^

= TO BE CONTINUED? MAYBE =

Cameron snapz >^.^<

Yaya, as mentioned, we went Cameron Highland, right? So here you are, some snaps I got from the Rose Garden, well... forgive me, because I'm just an amatuer, so the pics might look bad hehe ^_^" *sweat*

white rose



ehrm... ?? (the flower get dimmed... hate the sun light, sigh)



what kind of fruit is this?



unknown flower~ :P



unknown flower version 2~~



ehrm... another unknown, muahaha



wakaranai~~



this one I also wakaranai~~ *whistle*



yellow rose :P



...... I think next time, I better take a good look at their names... T-T



cute flower :)



= END =

tree...

OK, the story goes this way, yesterday I requested for Kien Fei's help to hans over the souvenirs I bought to Wei Shin and others, well there included the "tree" I grabbed during my Genting trip with family hehe, so basically this whole blog will revolve and focus on the poor green "tree"... Hold it~! What's with the word "poor"? Relax, allow me to slowly brief you the story... T-T

Hmm... I think WS was the very very first one among all my friends that actually started playing around with the "tree" lol, received news about the green lil fella, according to WS, the "tree" was fully blossom within an hour, sooo cute and adorable, just like x-mas tree hehe, well in fact x-mas really coming soon, huh? Needa start planning now I guess...

It's ehrm.... kinda weird to say it, but I never get the chance to examine the "tree"s I bought, since they were all souvenirs for friends LOL, I really really wanna take a look or even take pictures of how nice it is, suddenly... SOS~! WS said the color get dimmed and now it's withering OMG~! It's totally different from what I saw back in Genting there, how could it be? Because of the difference in temperature? T-T

So, in the end WS came and "escort" me to their place, hmm I guess if I dare go there alone, I WILL surely being scold by my friends, saying things like "Are you crazy? Ya wanna being 'cat'-naped???" LOL~ Sorry ya WS, for making you walk all the way here again ^_^"

PS: I agree now, the slopes there after raining is really dangerous... *sweat*

Change of scene, now here we are in front of the...... "tree"??? Can't really find an suitable word to describe what I saw... there's almost nothing left for the upper part of the poor lil thing, but just the trunk... there's withered "leaves" here and there on the desk, the color getting dimmer and dimmer....

PS: After looking at how... ehrm... tragedic the poor fella was, it makes me even harder to start and plant the one I received from Esther, it's different version, since we really need to put the seeds etc, well... wanna see how it looks? Just like an egg, LOL~ Thanks Esther













Aiks... Guess I couldn't make it for the nice x-mas tree version, too bad WS couldn't use his hp (since the clumsy TPin took the wrong charger back to their home LOL~) else I would really ask him to take pictures, at least it will theorically last longer this way, right? At least in our memory hehe :P

Then, we tried to add in some water into the plate, hopefully the "leaves" will eventually "grow back" again, or maybe the color will get better... some how.... but I think it really sounds weird ain't it? :P Hmm... correct me if I was wrong, but I think I saw some new "leaves" at the upper layer, mere imagination? Hallucination?? I wonder...

Next, time for yamca, or else poor WS might really suffer and dying from hunger haha, I guess guys would normally eat more than we all girls, right? So, headed to Rama, had some chit chat there, saw our ITS webmaster Kim Hang (a.k.a Conandor), wondering what he ordered, hmm... Kim Hang... how dare you didn't treat me some... LOL~ joking joking :D

Eto... next, walked back to EP, of course with the kind and great WS as escort AGAIN LOL~ Sorry ya for all the troubles :) Just some time before I slept, received the lastest news regarding the "tree" AGAIN... now... it's officially gone, no way~! Back then the lady told me it need about 6 hrs to fully blossom, but in reality it could only lasted for 6 hrs??? What the... sigh... Sayounara, "tree" T-T

LOL~ I guess that's all for now, that's the end for the post, see ya *wave*

BONUS: I borrowed the orange color version from my roomate, so here you go, remember to take note of what that's written on the cover... sigh...





= END =

presents

ehrm... some friends of mine keep asking for details about my birthday presents... wondering whether it's OK for me to take their picture and post up here, hmm...

purple hippo plushie, from roomate Ai Sien


ornament, from Kien Fei


candle, from Chee Chyuan


hand-made kitsune doll, front view, from SinLin


hand-made kistune doll, back view, from SinLin


handphone holder, from Wei Shin


er... tissue box wrapper (how to describe it?), from Wei Shin


Filet-o-Fish (LOL~ food for my cat? :P), from Wei Shin


souvenir from Penang, from Wei Shin


well, that's all for now, Ryan and Susan couple's still on the way LOL, too bad I forgot to take pictures of my birthday cakes T-T

= TO BE CONTINUED =

celebration on 14th >^.^<

Extra~~: thanks SinLin for the kawaii handmade kitsune >^.^<>^.^< Thanks again~

As mentioned, I had my lil' birthday "party" in Moritomo restaurant last night, too bad Susan couldn't make it T-T so there were 5 including me myself hehe (Fox~~, Esther, Ryan, Kien Fei, Wei Shin)

We departed around 6.30, I was the driver last night, well... sigh, shame on myself, something happened, how come I soooooooo blur back then?? Sigh, totally abnormal... *sob sob*

PS: Sorry... Fei and Wei Shin... for causing you the troubles *sob*

Hmm... Let's switch back to the main activities, shall we? We got the chance to grab the 2nd room, finally (haha), since there were always just 3 or 4 of us before this for my annual birthday celebration there, so... we could only occupied the 1st and smallest room hehe, with maximum capacity of 4 >^.^<

They were soooooo quiet at first, wondering whether was it they were still new and not familiar with another party (Esther + Ryan, Kien Fei + Wei Shin), or they were still terrified and "in awe" of what happened before this... *sob again* Well, being the "host", I could only try my very very very best to heat them up, LOL~~

Ordered the meal with the help of the kind and warm obasan (ops... forgot her name OMG~~), she was wearing brand new set of uniform back then, a promotion perhaps?? Hehe omedetou~ Knew her since the very first day I went there, alone, for lunch, should be some time after my Beta 2nd Trimester's break when I finally came back to Melaka again... and vowed for brand new beginning hehe >^.^<>^.^<

Argh... back to topic, so, here's the list I picked~
1. Yakisoba (strongly recommended >^.^< fried noodles, our all time favorite, prefer Soba than normal Udon)
2. Yakitori (grill chicken, with some cheese etc, got vegetable as well)
3. 5 Chawanmushi (boiled egg, with ingredients, fill inside a cup or something)
4. * Tori nabe (chicken's hot pot, using paper as the pot haha, nice)
5. * Futomaki (wrapped with seaweed, filled with rice, cucumber, fish cake, etc)

note: I'm not sure about those name marked with *

Since it was the very first time for both Kien Fei and Wei Shin for being there in Moritomo, I wonder what they actually feel about the food and environment etc there, would it suit their taste? Did they enjoy the meal? Argh... I hope they did, hehe.

Next, went for some "walk" inside JJ, haha, since Ryan needa bought something, so we all also simply window shopping, exploring anything new and looked nice, LOL~~ Fei and I saw the ehrm... "iron egg" downstair, it's a kind of Taiwan dishes, they boiled the eggs and seasoned it for a really long time until all the eggs also become iron balls already, LOL~ I think we should really bought it and ask someone to taste it haha~! Wondering how it taste...

Dropped Ryan back to his place, he couldn't make it for a movie in GSC MP with us, it appeared Susan was not feeling well, owww... get well soon, ya? So here we go, MP~ Watched HK movie "Dragon Squad", soooooo many gun fire, soooo many "kaboom"... wah... haha, well... kind of feel like crying when I saw the scenes where the only girl within the team get shot, and the other part of the movie that was related to her, their snipper's feeling, her loved one's feeling, etc

OK, went home after the movie, time to reveal the secret within the boxes haha, thanks Fei, Wei Shin, and Chee Chyuan for the presents >^.^<>.< feel bad now, sigh...

Fei, the ornament is nice, really :)

Wei Shin, ... really shocked when I opened up the box and looked inside, LOL~ sooooo many things there haha, thanks, really appreciate, for everything :)

Chee Chyuan, thanks for the candle, of coz there's no way I would use it, too wasted if simply burn it into ashes, so it will always remain as what it is, is it OK? :)

hmm.... I guess that's all for now, sigh... still thinking about last night's incident, sigh... plus... I still yet to wrap Esther's belated presents arghhhhhh..... how to wrap how to wrap? @-@

= TO.. BE.. CONTINUED... ?? =

life updates :P

What happened during Trimester 1 final break?

1. went back to Kedah the day after my BHM paper
2. continue my stitching, from time to time
3. went KL +The Mines + Genting (family trip, heavy rain all the way >.<)
4. get my new DVDROM
5. new pair of boots (birthday present from mum)
6. started my weight reducing plan (since I gained so much fat before this)
7. car driving from time to time
8. get my MP3 player (1G, birthday present from dad)
9. sent our cat to vet (poisoned >.<)
10. went back Sitiawan, (dad’s home) visit grandma
11. heard about my 1st Trimester’s result, from both Ryan and Esther
12. confirmed, yokatta >^.^<
13. went Cameron Highland (1 day family trip)
14. dropped my HP OMG~!
15. retrieved the cat, but sent her back again, too ill… >.< ...
16. went Ipoh, cousin’s (consider so) wedding engagement banquet
17. get my new HP, Nokia 3120, at last
18. birthday celebration with family, in advance >^.^< thanks
19. retrieve our black cat, at last
20. bought some presents >^.^< hehe
21. … failed to achieve my target, so… Project “C” delayed

22. came back to Melaka
23. endless room cleaning + unpacking + repacking etc bla bla
24. dinner + movie (Chicken Little, cute and funny >^.^<) with TPin etc
25. get my birthday present from roommate Ai Sien (purple hippo plushie), thanks
26. bought my Air Bike, from JJ, brought all the way up to EP 3rd floor + set up >.< ...
27. thanks Xena for the help ^^
28. too tired for exercises…… Zzz

Well, that’s all :P Just that now I am wondering, what actually IS my plan for 13th night?? I’m blur, sigh. Everyone asking the same question, just how and with who will I spend my countdown with? Sigh… perhaps will just stay back in EP, do nothing but sleep like there’s no tomorrow LOL;)

Well, so we get the answer already, 1st went yamca with Esther, came back to EP, birthday celebration from housemates >^.^< , nice chocolate cheese cake, thanks, really appreciate it.

Next, appointment with Zie Tieng this coming weekend, plus 14th's dinner at Moritomo with Esther, Ryan + Susan couple, Kien Fei, Wei Shin etc >^.^< What's next? Don't know, hmm...

= TO BE CONTINUED... ??? =